all the talk about sensitive new-age guy, i think im going the opposite direction.. haha.. i think i am sensitive, but i knoe i izzn't.. recent events totally proved my point.. haha.. okay, im totally don't talk me out of it, coz i noe i am.. i should write that somewhere in my 'about me'section.. lols.. here's the list of what i do.. i don't drink, i find clubbing a total waste of everything, i cry reading books with sad endings(think sirus black) and movies, and worse of all, i can spend my whole saturady evening in borders.. who the fuck does that?? oh, and i don't use foul language often.. of course.. ppl will start blabbering that 'this nutcase has a very abstract and stereotypical definition of coolness'.. well, there's more to that..

is there a depression of this? coz i think im in stage 1.. will i take the plunge?/ lol.. okay, just kidding.. haha.. but all the guai guai image haven been all along bad.. take all parents.. find one who knows me and have a bad impression of me.. probability? o.. haha.. anyway, im juz so not satisfied with the way my life is going.. wrong paths, wrong decisions, wrong timing.. all along im slogging it out in the background, have this mega 'LAMER' sticker pasted right across my forehead.. I HAVE ENOUGH!! people just don't recognise me.. more of those 'see one sec, forget the next' kind.. maybe im in the wrong for not opening up more and interact with others.. kudos to people i opened my heart to.. i had earned my trust.. okay.. am i going to do anything after saying so much?? well, nope.. displacement zero.

mum:"explain to your brother what fu2 dao3 is in english"

okay.. my mum is giving up on my bro for the millionth time.. but which mum will seriously hate her own child? but this time, he's really getting on EVERYONE's nerves.. my mum cried(more like sob terribly).. i mean hello?? i didn't dared to look at her just now..
for 1 month, he's been slipping out after sch for on the pretext of doing project, when my mum just found out there is no project to start with in the first place.. i mean tts alright, as long as he says the reason.. but he just give some lame excuse tt he's just walking around the neighbourhood until 5pm every monday and wednesday.. 'for fun'.. omg.. i mean im not the perfect role model for him, but he should know tt this is his PSLE year.. wtf is he walking 'around the neighbourhood'?? counselling counselling..

hello.. how are you? great? glad to hear it.. thanks for acknowledging my presence.. its a small action by you, but a major cheer-upper for my day..