i dunno wads happening to me, or everyone around me.. i haven been myself the past few weeks. hated it.. things left undone, words unsaid, where's the determined chaoching..?

but ppl've definitely been changing..
you have become very irritating
you have become less cheerful
you have become further and further away
you have become a pain in the eye
you have been using me all along

the ppl i trust the most have let me down, time and again. so many things can happen behind my back, i feel as though i just came back from space. i don't get how im always un-informed, always over-shadowed, always unimportant.
i tried to make more ppl happy, but more got suspicious.. i guess, my theory won't worked.. shove off, and leave me alone. i got your hint and i'll leave everyone alone. HAHAH.

me in the shadows.