U know u haven been to home much when everytime u read emails, its by the bulk of hundreds. Gone are the free days. Where's studying when u needed it? yawnz. Talking bout tt, dad's bugging me to start reading n studying alr. I'm not even enjoying anything at all la. Turn ops, atec, saf day/ndp, Oversea army course to attend, now study alr? Knowing tt the 1st day of the course starts on ur b'day doesn't help at all. yawnz.
Maybe i just sucks at organising my time n money.. Used to love my personal time, but i can hardly find any now, not tt i'm complaining or anything.. haha. don't get mistaken arh.. Time spent with friends n family's of utmost importance. Just tt now's lesser time, but more friends. Hahaha. I'll probably nv get used to the 'ok, important friends 1st'.. it'll always be 'who ask who out 1st' ba. Tsk.

If only.. we can drag-n-drop thoughts out of our minds, ther will be no more misunderstandings, no more 'i'll-just-sit-here-n-listen'.